Full of revenge

Im angry! Im mad! Im weak.. I hate my conscience.. I hate selfish people! I hate greedy people! I hate people who can not understand! I almost hate the world!!! but I cant.. the world has nothing to do with it. I must not bare that much anger. I can't do anything... oh. I can do what I want but I don't know. right now I prefer to be silent yet in every move I make, I want them to feel my anger.. And in this way, i think I am becoming very very evil.. :( I am more evil when I don't yell and speak..

All I want is to teach some people to consider others not just considering their selves.. and understand what others do and consider others situation.. they might misinterpret me.. but I did things on purpose.. and I have no regrets. I will continue doing this until they'll finally learn. I'm not greedy. I just wanted to let them feel how it feels to be treated like their treatment. Am I revengeful in that case? I don't know.. and who cares. I will do what I want to do.

but somehow, what i wanted them to learn is something that I'm not so much capable of as well. though I'm considerate.. It just looks like I'm not 'coz in my mind, I have lots of plans ahead.. like my revenge. Oh shoot. seems like I'm angry to death. well, I only need to express it so I can breathe.