You're not worthy to be my friend

I thought we will last forever laughing at each other and sharing memories together. But what happened to us? Like a tree that is about to die, leaves are slowly falling and drying signalling that it's life is almost over. It was like a nightmare. I want to believe that it is. But it isn't. I'm not good in forecasting. I never thought we will end up like this. on the other hand, I'd rather end this up than to continue pretending that everything's fine though it was obvious that it's not.

Like any other people who cares about their dignity, I'd also like to be respected. Everybody has their right to get the respect they deserve. You may say that some things were done as a joke, but even the dumbest person on earth will know if it is an insult or not? Like for example, in a crowd, she will laugh at my shoes telling how funny it looks like. Let me quote that "I'm an Executive Council candidate" and I have an image to build. How on earth will people follow and respect me if they will witness that my friend will laugh at me noticing every single thing they could notice in me. She always have something to say about my outfit, my hair, my bag, my face, my attitude, the way I speak.. Everything! What the hell is she trying to tell me? to change the entire ME???? If she don't like me, don't pretend that she's my friend!! Now I realized that she's not worthy to be my friend. One of the worst thing she did is during our lab class. I bought KIKIAM and shared this to them and-- ... err. Anger aroseeeeeeeee!! I quit bloggingggggg!!! Please, It really hurts......:'(( Now Im starting to cry... :'((( I HATE YOUUUUU!