It's been a while

My last post is so emo. hehe. Well, that's how my emotions go.. unpredictable. I get frustrated at times. but now, I'm okay. everything are all settled and clear. Me and my friends had an open forum.. and I guess, Me being an over and exage sensitive is the problem. But I can't help it. I don't actually know what to do after the conversation with them. It would not be easy for me to fight with what I really feel. I mean, How can I not feel bad if I am really a sensitive person? oh well, thinking of those stuffs was so frustrating. now, I'm going with the flow and living my life without considering other's feelings. I mean, I'm more ME. I'm more REAL. well, this is easier.. and better.

Anyway, This march, many things happened. I'm the new TREASURER of the Executive Council.. and oh, that's a big responsibility.. I guess, God put me in that position for me to redeem myself from the faults I made before. But I'm not really ready for this. I mean.. Executive Council handles the entire college.. meaning to say.. I must lead them to the right path. I must be their role model.. I must be responsible [and I think I am.] and I must be.. more than what I am now. Last monday we had a meeting with the officers though only four of us attended. Each of them has their suggestions and comments.. and sadly, I can't come up with one. I know it's impossible but.. it was maybe because I really can't speak in meetings like that coz you know, they will listen to you and all eyes on you and all.. and I know for a fact that I really can't speak well.. and most of the time, mali-mali ako. So to avoid mistakes, I prefer not to speak.. and besides, I don't have anything to say.. :))

Being part of the executive council, daphne and I have to attend the graduation and be an usherette. Oh. it was so tiring!! before the ceremony starts, We said "good afternoon" a thousand times to different parents and guardians at the gym.. and we stand [without sitting] for a couple of hours with an inch-heeled shoes. Thank God there's a dinner after the graduation. oww.

That's it for now. I can't remember any. Now I'm waiting for a call from three companies. Tokyo-Tokyo, Convergys, and Gloria Jeans.. Daphne and I applied in that three companies. I hope I could get a good job this summer. Oh. I'm so exhausted.